Honor and Dignity Make the Man

Up until a few years ago, if someone had asked me if I were a man, I would've looked at them like they were crazy. How could I be a man when I wasn't born with a penis? Now of course looking back, I realize how wrong I was for it's not merely a body part that makes one a man. Nor is it testerone, facial hair, testicles or any specific hair cut. It's all about honor and dignity. THAT is what makes a man.

More Pronoun Thoughts

Okay, so after thinking this through a bit more, I have come to a conclusion (to follow up on my Blatant Disrespect post). I feel that if someone has been told that a trans person prefers new pronouns, yet someone completely disregards this knowledge and doesn't even TRY, that, is a sign of disrespect.

Sure there will more than likely be slip-ups, which is okay at first. It's actually expected however, when you do not even try, then it's a problem.

Thoughts?

Blatant Disrespect or Not?

I am assuming it happens to all trans people whether you are FTM or MTF. "It" being friends and/or family who, for whatever reason, continue to use old pronouns or names.

Maybe it's just me, but my feelings on the matter are this....of course everyone should be given a "period of adjustment" and of course, depending on how long you have known someone, the adjustment time is different. This also depends on the trans person. How long of a period are YOU willing to give them before it becomes a blatant sign of disrespect? I do believe that not everyone who gets the pronouns wrong is doing it to be disrespectful or aggressive but by the same token, what is the acceptable amount of time to give people?

I have a couple of people in my life who I have known for 14 years or so. With them, sure...it is taking longer. Same with the people in my family who know. But how long is too long?

Thoughts?

Stealth

I catch myself wondering about trans people who choose to go stealth. When does one actually take it to this level? Is it when they are being perceived as 100% male or female when out and about? Or is it when they feel they are ready, regardless as to how they are being perceived? And is it possible to go stealth in the same town one lived in pre-transition? Or is moving a necessity for the stealth life?

I realize this is a very short post however, it's something that has really been on my mind a lot lately. Not that this is what I plan for myself. I mean of course I will be stealth to some however, I personally feel that in order for me to truly give future friends the opportunity to know me, my being trans is something I will feel necessary to divulge. Not right upfront of course, but eventually.

Thoughts?

Pronouns

I find myself wondering about pronouns in the trans community. Things such as wondering whether or not some trans people, are still okay with others using pronouns to match the body they were born in. I mean, are there FTMs who are seriously okay with being referred to as "she?"

A friend of mine went on a trip to Chicago, where he ran into an FTM artist and his wife. He was surprised for a bit, because the wife kept referring to the FTM as "she." My friend advised me that the FTM looked biomale in appearance, yet seemed perfectly content with the female pronouns.

For me personally, as I have evolved as an FTM, I find that when people refer to me using female pronouns, that it stirs up huge dysphoric feelings. I find this getting worse as time goes on. It's to the point now, to where it just about brings me to tears.

So back to my original question. Are there some that are okay with it? If so, please let me know if they would be willing to talk to me. I'd love to hear their perspectives.

FTM Passing Tips

Not saying I agree or disagree with his list, but I found some good, useful information put together by a transman here:

http://maddoxtrans.piczo.com/passingtipsfortransmen

Some I have personally used, some I have not.

I do have to say that I agree with his statement about the "crew cut" so often having the world mistake the transman as a "butch" lesbian. Recently, when I had my hair a bit softer, without gel (after a swim), it appeared more as a crew cut and I was referred to as an "amiga" while dining at a Mexican restaurant. Now, the waiter may have had bad Spanish. Who knows? Just info I thought I would share.

I hope you find it useful.

Divided Community?

Oftentimes, we find discrimination within our very own communities. This goes for communities all across the board. What I personally find exceptionally disappointing, is when we find it right here, in the trans/soffa community. Sure there are no rules written in stone for us. No hard, fast rules about transition and how it affects either the trans person or their soffas. Most often, we find ourselves making up the rules as we go. Some finding the struggle much more difficult than others.

The struggle continues in both trans and soffa groups. The following blog entry provides information from division within the soffa community: http://ftmsecretso.blogspot.com/2010/07/division-in-soffa-community.html.

Keep in mind this very blog and the entries contained within, are MY opinions and views only. From the depths of the FTM mind and brain. I'd like to hear others thoughts and opinions on this seemingly controversial subject as well.